I am afraid to change. Being in a forgein country now for six years I should already be fimilar to its cultural and its surroundings. However, deep down in my head I already know my answer – I can’t. Since, It is not the change I’m afraid of. Its the fear that once I change I will not be able to stop myself in the right stage.
During, my talks between my parents and other Asian parents they always talk about we Asian change ourself to be like “white” people – act like them, do things in their way. I don’t really agree with that phrase as I think once you come to a foreign country you tend to change; be it for your own good or to make others think you are good enough for them.
Happy new year to all of you out there and also a late happy 2 years anniversary to my blog =]
I can only say I am looking forward to the new year and what it holds for me. I hope everyone of you out there are positively looking forward to it as I am.
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I took this picture since it reminded of how life is. There are many paths which has their own version of life for one.
Somehow it reminds me of myself… as I always end-up wanting to do many things and it never goes anywhere. Now, I’m only waiting patiently for the right string which will lead me straight to my life as an adult.
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Well… I really haven’t been lucky to have good childhood memories like my great friends that surround me. For example – no close friends like now, had TV with 2/3 channel so had to go over to my cousins house to watch something good, no great technology like gameboy/computer/dvd player so had to pop out for that too >.>
But I don’t really regret it (don’t really know how much of that is the truth)